It never seems enough
It never seems enough
"I will just be waiting" I hear Matt says as he see's me first thing in the morning sometimes around 5 am "Oh good morning Matt" I reply with a smile, "I will just be waiting" Matt says as he starts to walk away, "Okay bud" I say to him as I continue on with my morning duties.
What is he going to be waiting on you maybe asking, his breakfast yes every morning is a greeting of okay I am awake and ready for my breakfast this could be as early as 3 am and usually around 5 am or 6 am.
This doesnt just happen at breakfast no it is all day right after breakfast I hear "okay I will just wait till snack" after snack I hear "okay I will just wait till lunch" and on and on it goes.
I wish the amount of food he eats was enough, I wish he didnt focus so much on food and I wish he actually looked like I fed him big meals and snacks EVERYDAY.
He used to be on the low carb diet and has always focused on being on a diet, now how ever he eats gluten free he eats so much more and such a better variety, such as chocolate cereal for breakfast big bowl with milk, snack is anything from fruit to chips, cookies or treats, lunch can be anything like pasta, rice, potato salad, or veggies, dinner is what ever we are eating usually like meat, potatoes and veggies or pizza, pasta, rice or soup, and very big portions.
I am beginning to wonder if him focusing on always wanting to eat and focusing so much on food is him thinking he is not getting enough and keeping the weight off, I have spoken to him many times about not being on a diet any longer and just eating healthy although he doesnt seem to understand it at all.
Could it all be in his head? Could it be him medication again? Could it be something else?
I do not know but as of right now I am working on some new ideas I have and I am going to be researching all different areas to help this guy out.
Food shouldnt be all you are think of, there is so much more to life...
Every day though I am very grateful to help Matt figure this all out the more I learn the more I know.
<3 Joan Nielsen
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