Difficult days good days I love them all

love the past few day or week we have had Matt was in such great moods and even playing with the kids, socializing and just having a good time.

I am so grateful for these times and we have been having them more then not lately.

Today has been hard on him and he has felt like a week person because of his illness and disabilities it is always hard to see him like this he was in tears when I came to him room. I sat there on his bed and I put my arm around him, pulling him close to me.

Oh Matt you are one of the strongest people I know. I actually dont know anyone as strong as you, in fact there isnt anyone I know that has to go through what you do and would handle it as well. Start telling yourself good things about you. Tell yourself how brave you are, how great you are.

I know it is hard for him I know it is hard for all of us. I know that sometimes we get to the point and say it isnt fare, sometimes it is difficult. This is were I have two choices I can let him stay feeling sad about it all and believe me there would be a lot to be sad about or I can help him remember how truly wonderful HE IS.

No parent likes to have their child feeling bad about them self especially due to an illness or a disability and especially for who they are so help them instead of hinder them, love them instead of blame them, hug them instead of leave them.

Today Matt had a difficult day and just like the good days I will take it, I will love it and I will love him.