Food, food, food

Food is a big part of Matts life, a really big part of Matts life.

So what happens when he focuses so much on some food but doesnt get the food he wants? 

Well for days and days of focussing he gets frustrated and focusing even more of all the food he wants but isnt getting.

Food not enough no matter what he gets no matter what he gets, no matter how much he gets.

Sometimes its a craving for bread, buns, rolls, sometimes a craving for sweets cakes, cupcakes, ice cream and anything that is sweet. Sometimes its just what ever the little ones are eatting at the time feeling left out.

Wish I could have, I know I cant have, I would like to have, over and over again we here these.

We buy him the replacement for him the glutin free ones and sometimes it helps but other times it doesnt. Other times he is focused on how others get better them him.

He focuses on how he has a difficult life, how he cant do or have and how he is with out.

He is not with out, in fact he has a good life has food every day and a lot of it, clean clothes, his own room with a bed, clean sheets, blankets, pillows, his medication, and many people that love and care for him.

However when we focuse on all we cant have we forget to focus on all we have.

I try to remind him to become grateful or to remember all he has had but I usually get the responce I will be waiting for what ever meal is next.

I will be waiting for, I would like to have, wish I could have.

Yes food is a big part of Matts life and no matter what we do we can not change it all we can do is help him with it, all we can do is remind him, all we can do is the best we can.