More cognitive good or not?
More cognitive good or not?
Its really great to find something to help Matt get to a place where he is able to have conversations, where he remembers more, where he can help himself way more. However with all this he also thinks he is way better then he is and the forgetting why he cant eat the way he wants to comes into play, the helping himself to what ever food is left out, the sneaking food we have no idea what he has had and of course this all leads to knew and more seizures.
Two steps forward and one step back. Maybe not but someday's it sure does feel like it.
So here we are on day three where Matt is now not cognitive and unable to understand or remember anything from the past few days. All we can do is our very best but when you are unsure what is happening and why he is getting them its difficult to feel like I am doing my best, its difficult to feel we are getting anywhere but I know we are just a little while ago, only a few days ago I was having full on conversations with Matt, the dr was having conversations with Matt, everyone was and enjoying.
Its okay we will get there one day so very close, we are so very close.
A few days ago Matt was in a very good mood he wanted to spend time with Mike and I and came and laid down with us for a some snuggles we don't get this very often, in fact it is rear we get this at all but hugs, real smiles and hugs have been a really nice bonus to him being cognitive. I love these moments and keep hoping for more and more moments like these.
I know we are getting closer, I know that one day we will have more and more of these moments and I am going to get excited about these. Yes we are having a hick up right now but soon things will again change.
