Not everyone understands

We have had some amazing days out and about with Matt he has been in a really good mood, he was all smiles and couriuse about things we were doing, places we were going, everything was exciting for him and he was even getting into the adventures and doing what he wanted to do.

Climbing on rocks, walking and enjoying the beach and even having fun with his little brother.

We had some fun at different outing and it was really good.

I love this aspect of Matt I havent seen this Matt is quiet a while and it was such a good experiance great to have this Matt for such a long time. Weeks came and went and everyday we had the enjoyment of this Matt.

Then came the over focused when am I going to get a computer? Focus Matt and he allowed all the fun, happy, loving Matt to go away.

This doesnt mean he is angry although many people would think he was it is just focusing to much on what he wasnt so photos of him he looks grumpy. Like this one

Then he gets so focused on wanting it so bad he forgets to do anything, yes he doesnt do anything except focusing on the fact he does not have what he wants a computer. Now the reason Matt doesnt have a computer is he broke his last one and we havent not as of yet been able to replace it.

Why Matt likes the computer is he gets to play some games and this helps him get out of focusing so much on everything else it is actually really good for him, he uses it to write books which is really helpful.

But others will look at him and say why are you grumy? Whats wrong? and he will say I am not angry not even knowing he is sounding angry or upset. He gets so focused sometimes he spends a lot of time sitting right behind me as I am working.