Love feels better then fear

I was Awake and writing when I hear it, this time how ever all I feel is love and before I can get out of bed it is over. Matt had a very short seizure before any seizure would just make me feel ill, this time I just sent him love knowing this will pass and he will be fine.

I used to think poor guy and why us and now I just want to think of love, of gratitude, of acceptance and of apprecitaion. He is okay, he is safe, he is as healthy as he can be and he is loved and this is all any parent could ever ask for.

I know longer fear his health, I know longer fear the seizures, I know longer fear for him because I know he is safe and being taken care of and I can let go. He is okay and I am okay.

This doesnt mean I do not care for him, this does not mean I do not check on him, it means I love the feeling of love way better, I love the feeling of knowing he his okay, I love the feeling of everything is working out, it just feels way better and I would rather live here.

What a wonderful moment to remember that LOVE is such a better feeling then fear. Let go of all fear and replace it with love and knowing everything is working out for you.

<3 Joan Nielsen

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