All you need is love

After very interesting day with Matt yesterday if you havent read the other blogs you can feel free to read right and wrong and If you loved you half as much as I love you to get the full story.

So Matt was feeling bad and didnt want to be responsible for his own feelings and wanted so badly to blame it on anyone and every one else. (Now before I continue I want to make clear that not in any way to I believe that Matt actually hear or saw anything in fact I believe he just doesnt like feeling bad and is worse on himself then anyone could ever be when it comes to guilt.)

Matt told us it was the devil who made him eat, then it was a course and the story kept changing, I found myself getting drained and would get back into the loving feeling and accepting and continued to remind him it was him who had eaten them.

I worked all day on getting him to take a nap but he wouldnt, he just focused on whos fault it was any way.

Finally it was bed time and I finally was able to convince him to sleep, when I woke up in the morning I felt refreshed and full of love.

I listed to an audio and remembered how important it is to focus on someone and send them loving feelings so I thought of my son (Matt) and said a loving affirmations thinking of him sending him love.

When I went into his room this morning (a few minutes after) I said lovingly good morning Matt and right away he said I am sorry..