Black eyes, cut head, bruises and so much more
Black eyes, cut head, bruises and so much more Since Matt has Grand Mals he usually wakes up after one with some sort of injury. He has...
Faced with Anger
Faced with Anger Anger is a by product of the medication that Matt is on the pharmaceutical medication as of right now I am unable to...
Those words "Matt had another seizure"
Those words "Matt had another seizure" Doesnt matter who says them I still receive the same reaction pain, a yucky feeling in my gut,...
A Letter to my son
Many nights Many nights I lay awake wondering how I can help you better, many sleepless nights holding you and asking what else can I do,...
If you loved you half as much as I love you
If you loved you half as much as I love you The things we do to ourselves with out even thinking or maybe we think but we do it anyway....
Life on the out side
Life on the out side It was over two weeks ago Matt had a bad seizure fell off his bed and banged his forehead, he hasnt been back to his...
Although it may be difficult do it any way
There are days and nights that arent always the best and then there are days and nights that are okay and then there are days where you...
What if
I have no idea what life is like for my son Matt, we never know what anyone's life is like for them. I came across this video that shows...
It is as it is and it is okay
I was 22 years young when I found out I was pregnant with Matt, I was ecstatic I had my first baby when I was sixteen and couldn't wait...
Enjoying now
Sometimes its so much more fun to be in your imagination, there are also times when what we want, we reallly want wont happen and this...